I'm still not sure how it happened but BooBoo and I broke up............
I'm sad it happened the way it did (on phone) because I had no control over the situation. I wish it was a face to face conversation(?) because somehow I'd have managed it better. I like being in control of situations. It was more like an ambush.
Maybe I'll write what exactly happened, maybe I wont. I'm torn between jumping for joy and crying my eyes out! It's been three years, you know... I'm just a heap of mixed up emotions... I can't think straight even as I write this so forgive me if I'm incoherent and if my paragraphs do not have topic sentences!
The next chapter of my life is a bit terrifying. I don't remember how to be single. Damn! No constant supply of sex! Maybe I should reward myself by having a meaningless romp to also signal my girlfriend down below that it's a wrap! Lmao/wiping tear.
I'm a strong girl, that I know. And by tonight I'll be planning on how to tackle said next chapter.
Getting out my make and make up brushes, putting on a new attitude, walking with my head high and with that spring in my step and swing on my hips! I'll keep being beautiful, faithful, truthful to me and I SHALL OVERCOME.
Cue in 'I will Survive'!
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